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It was a way of organizing, retaining and passing on of real knowledge, esoteric beliefs and establishing social control. The Abrahamic religions have their roots in the establishment of agriculture in a hostile arid environment of the Middle East where obedience to a central authority became a dominant philosophical and ethical prerogative.
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